Annoyed

Well, that's just annoying. I spent ages the other day writing about my holiday, then I saved it as a draft to finish later..... and it's gone. And now I am so post holiday that I don't feel like writing about it.

I had gone into some detail about the dysfunctional relationship between me and my husband so it's probably best unpublished ;) All I will say on the matter for now is that things are better than they were on holiday.

Welcome

I am quite worried that someone I know will find my blog, especially as I have been telling people I've started one. I have taken some small steps to covering my tracks, especially at work, deleting internet history and stuff. My husband is not sufficiently curious to go looking. I tried a google search for my blog name and there was a link to a diary type website where a lady was charting her fight with cancer. She said she also had a blog but then gave a link to MY blog. So I apologise to anyone expecting to read a blog about how someone is dealing with the day-to-day struggles of living with cancer and instead is reading about how good or bad my new sex toy is.

On that subject, tried it again this morning, about 2 seconds, but very nice :)

I applied for 3 jobs 2-3 weeks ago, not because I am desparate to leave but because I'm desparate to not be out of work if the unthinkable happens. I had a letter from one of the companies yesterday, 3 weeks after the closing date, so as I was opening it I was saying to hubby "oh this will be a no thank you letter". Imagine my surprise when I re-read it properly to find they've offered me an interview. You tend to lose hope 3 weeks after the closing date so I'm gobsmacked. I now have a couple of weeks to prepare myself, find something to wear and find out about the job. Out of the 3 jobs I applied for this was the least likely one I'd get. I'm not going to say too much about the job (mainly because I don't know yet ;))

Have batteries will use them :)

Ok, back to my previous post regarding my new toy. I have batteries, had to tell husband I needed them for the clock, well, one of them was but the other three were for my rabbit. I couldn't wait any longer for him to take the initiative and away I went on my own. I have to say I was a little disappointed: it was all over so quick :) I don't if it was the anticipation or what but no sooner did I turn the thing on and feel its ears on my bits and that was it. I left it for a while before I tried it again because I wanted to enjoy the experience and revel in the whole big build up to my orgasm. Sure enough the second go was a much more satisfactory affair. All I have to do now is introduce it to my husband.